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Okay, so a few things that, for clarification, I should probably split into a few posts, but will likely not, because I am me.
First off, being sick sucks, especially a cold, because with the way I go, I will likely be sickly for weeks. I'd almost rather be dying for two days than this lingering crap. Fuck. Everything tastes nasty, my gag reflex is working overtime, and my nose and eyes are watering so that people keep asking if I've been crying. NO, MY BODY JUST HATES ME.
Also, now that I'm back into the physics world, ( why DOESN'T light require any medium through which to travel? )
( In the gay news front, )
In an unrelated note, I think it's interesting who I'm hanging out with this year. I mean, I had to do a lot of work with the freshmen, but the thing is, once you hit college, you're all on pretty equal ground. So I'd really like to keep talking to some of them. They're awesome people. And like, there's the core group from last year, but mostly, it's down to Darcy, Stephen, Jillian and I now. And I'm seeing a ton of Neko and (Breakfast) Ben and Tom, which is cool, cuz I love those guys, and just spending more time in general out of my little friends group.
And I really like that. I don't want to say I get tired of the same people, because I certainly don't want to see less of my good friends, but I want to see other people as well. I'm really an introvert, but I also need to get out and about, see other people. I went stir crazy this summer. The good thing is, at Mac, I can join in with the cool kids, and still be entirely myself, and have fun, and not have to stay at home all the time, and not have to drink or smoke or sleep around. I AM a cool kid here, and that takes some getting used to, but I really like it. I never liked the cool kids, because I felt like they were trying to be something they weren't. I get to be myself, and be cool, and that's... pretty fucking awesome.
Jillian has just noted that this entry is way long, so I shall save the rest of it for some other time.
First off, being sick sucks, especially a cold, because with the way I go, I will likely be sickly for weeks. I'd almost rather be dying for two days than this lingering crap. Fuck. Everything tastes nasty, my gag reflex is working overtime, and my nose and eyes are watering so that people keep asking if I've been crying. NO, MY BODY JUST HATES ME.
Also, now that I'm back into the physics world, ( why DOESN'T light require any medium through which to travel? )
( In the gay news front, )
In an unrelated note, I think it's interesting who I'm hanging out with this year. I mean, I had to do a lot of work with the freshmen, but the thing is, once you hit college, you're all on pretty equal ground. So I'd really like to keep talking to some of them. They're awesome people. And like, there's the core group from last year, but mostly, it's down to Darcy, Stephen, Jillian and I now. And I'm seeing a ton of Neko and (Breakfast) Ben and Tom, which is cool, cuz I love those guys, and just spending more time in general out of my little friends group.
And I really like that. I don't want to say I get tired of the same people, because I certainly don't want to see less of my good friends, but I want to see other people as well. I'm really an introvert, but I also need to get out and about, see other people. I went stir crazy this summer. The good thing is, at Mac, I can join in with the cool kids, and still be entirely myself, and have fun, and not have to stay at home all the time, and not have to drink or smoke or sleep around. I AM a cool kid here, and that takes some getting used to, but I really like it. I never liked the cool kids, because I felt like they were trying to be something they weren't. I get to be myself, and be cool, and that's... pretty fucking awesome.
Jillian has just noted that this entry is way long, so I shall save the rest of it for some other time.
