These dreams go on when I close my eyes
Nov. 6th, 2007 03:45 pmSo I've been having weird dreams the past two nights. On Sunday, I dreamed first that Tom and I were either President and Vice-President of something (not the country, I don't think, but it could have been. It was important, but there were a lot of random Mac kids around as well), or maybe President and First Man or something. And the old leaders had died, so we were taking over, but we were trying to reassure everyone that it would be okay and stuff.
And then the dream switched - it felt like I changed dreams, only it was the same topic, except this time, Tom had just died in a car crash, and I had to give a speech about stuff, and I had no idea what to do. And I was really upset of course, and some girl asked why, and I was just shocked that she didn't know, and then I realized he wasn't in the public eye, and I cared a lot more than most of the thousands of people waiting for my speech, and it was just this terrible feeling of something between hopelessness and boredom. I just couldn't think of what the hell I was supposed to do from then on. It wasn't a nightmare precisely, but I woke up just creeped out.
And then last night, I dreamed some robbers or something came in and took over Kirk, and so I gave all my valuable stuff to Matt in secret, because my phone was the only one that could call out for help or something, and I had a note hidden with my credit card and money. And then the robbers caught me right after I'd given it away, and so all I could give them were three singles and a double set of my truck keys. And they made Coz take it from me, so we were trying to pretend we didn't know one another, and they were mad that I didn't have anything useful for them, and I was trying to hide how I had outsmarted them already, but I was feeling really smug.
I really disliked the creepy dream, but I really do like when my mind decides to give me a cool movie for a dream, and make me the hero. They're definitely my favorites. Well. The ones where I'm riding really fast on horseback are pretty cool too.
And then the dream switched - it felt like I changed dreams, only it was the same topic, except this time, Tom had just died in a car crash, and I had to give a speech about stuff, and I had no idea what to do. And I was really upset of course, and some girl asked why, and I was just shocked that she didn't know, and then I realized he wasn't in the public eye, and I cared a lot more than most of the thousands of people waiting for my speech, and it was just this terrible feeling of something between hopelessness and boredom. I just couldn't think of what the hell I was supposed to do from then on. It wasn't a nightmare precisely, but I woke up just creeped out.
And then last night, I dreamed some robbers or something came in and took over Kirk, and so I gave all my valuable stuff to Matt in secret, because my phone was the only one that could call out for help or something, and I had a note hidden with my credit card and money. And then the robbers caught me right after I'd given it away, and so all I could give them were three singles and a double set of my truck keys. And they made Coz take it from me, so we were trying to pretend we didn't know one another, and they were mad that I didn't have anything useful for them, and I was trying to hide how I had outsmarted them already, but I was feeling really smug.
I really disliked the creepy dream, but I really do like when my mind decides to give me a cool movie for a dream, and make me the hero. They're definitely my favorites. Well. The ones where I'm riding really fast on horseback are pretty cool too.